I just had the most emotional day I've had in a while. My dad has stopped telling me he loves me. I don't fit in anywhere...not in this world anyways. I'm just a nobody...nobody wants me to be included in their lives. I'm just a big burden.

My family doesn't want me anymore. Cutting would be better for me to do right now. It would get rid of the pain for awhile. I've lost so much this year...my mother, my aunt, and my father doesn't even want me around anymore! All I have is my bf...and I don't want him to see me like this.