(((((Fox)))))
I'm sorry to hear about your panic attack- that sounds really scary!
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I just feel so guilty. I'm spending my life atoning for a haunted conscience, and I don't even know what it is I feel guilty about always like this. I don't know if this feeling will ever go away, or if I actually want it to go away. It's not that I "like" feeling so miserable, but it's such a part of my life I'm scared of what I will be left with if it's taken away.
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*sigh* I often feel that way and I'm sorry that you, or anyone else, feels that way too.
From my brief time here at PC and what I have been able to observe about you, you seem like a very sweet, sensitive, kind, caring, and lovable person! Not someone who deserves to be punished and haunted by guilt.
I'm really sorry your having such a rough time, Fox. Let me know if there is anything I can do to help you.