well when it gets worse i will worry. i feel i am losing it again but right now im at school and its safe for me since people are around. but im worried that when i get home nothing will go right and i will relapse on myself and im just not sure what i will hate enough to try to cut off this time... probably my face... im really scared since everything is all my fault... im just a kid it should not be this hard on me and i should have to deal with all this