Climbling
your not alone and I hear you... I too am fighting some mighty hard issues right now...your not stupid for posting here...there is lots of people here that care just give them some time to answer you....please....I have been fighting the urge to flea myself and to run away but talked to my T about it today and that helped some but the feelings are still there.... I am so down and angry right now that my T has asked me for the first time to not cut at all today if at all possible...it has been hard but I too have been sleeping the day away that is how I escape my overwhelming issues.... I might be helping you but I wanted you to know that your NOT alone and I am listening and others here will too just give them time...alot of them were away for the holiday weekend it is not normally this quiet around here...give us a chance ok?
take care