Just feeling blah, and depressed. I mean I could be worse, I'm sure, but I could be a heck of a lot better also. I've tried looking for support groups in my area for depression but haven't been able to find one. I'll try asking my pdoc the next time I go in for a med check. Other than that, I did end up finding a group called Survivors of Suicide. I had never heard what it was so I looked it up and it is for people who have lost loved ones to suicide. I might try to check it out sometime. It looks like they only meet once a month, but I think it might be something that would benefit me a little. Guess I'm just hanging in there for now.