hi. i been in therapy about six years now and i've got to a place thats real hard for me. i've told her about all the abuse that happened and all very private things. but she says that the thing i gotta work on now is dealing with the feelings i got about my mother. she never really loved me and thats where a lot of the problems are coming from that i got now. i dont know why thats so hard for me to say and so hard to talk about when i have talked to my therapist about things that are much worse. now when i got therapy appointments i hate going because i know thats what i need to talk about now but i can't. we BS small talk for a bit but she always bring it back to that and i can tell she getting frustrated. now we are cut my appointments back to every other week. i'm not sure what to do.