I too believe I have PMDD. I don't have Bipolar, but I do have BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) which has a lot of the same highs and lows as bipolar. I am on meds and the pill, and before I even notice that I'm almost to the white pills, I'll notice I'm incredibly moody, crying (though I rarely cry) all the time at the drop of a hat, inexplicably angry to the point where I almost hurt people, and often suicidal. It sucks

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Sorry, I know this doesn't help much, just wanted to let you know you're not alone! Let me know if you hear of any treatment (especially for the PMDD) that helps.

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