Ok here's the thing. I used to keep a journal about my "bad thoughts" and my husband found it and made copies of it so he could use it against me if we get a divorce. Well I started writing down all the stuff that he has done to me for the past couple of months. And he found one of the pages. But he didn't find the main ones that I rote. And the thing is I had my journal hidden. So he snoops through everything all the time. So needless to say I can a butt chewing for it. So now I'm going to have to stop journaling period. I had given the journal to my sis to keep for me but I had to get it back to write some more that happened. So now I'm gonna have to stop writing stufdf down and just bottle everything up again!