Like the title says, I am ashamed of myself. I have cuts on: my shoulder, knee, leg, hand, and arm. Some that I don't even remember. I did all these cuts with my finger nail which I cut slightly an used it like a razor. I am so ashamed of myself right now, why can't I just control myself? Why can't I be normal? Why can't I get over something that doesn't even exist? It is pointless for me to be depressed and cut myself for no apparent reason at all. I feel so stupid feeling bad for myself when there is nothing to feel bad about. I need to stop messing up everything.