TRIGGER WARNING
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
okay. i bought a new exacto knife because i had two that were taken from me for my SI issue. I'm hiding it and no one knows i've bought a new one.
im trying to get better and this makes me mad because i KNOW i will use it if it's available, which now it is.... and i purposely bought it.
it's like how richard wants to buy a gun for protection but i dont want him to because i'll use it on myself in a panic attack of depression
__________________
 smile, this too shall pass
so much for a wonderland....
|