Well, I just cut myself -- again. I need to control myself. But htis time I did something very stupid: I cut my legs which is overly noticeable. They are in straight lines which makes it even worse! I am SO stupid!!! Ugh!! I can't get anything right I need to just stop cutting before I harm myself but mostly my family and friends! My friends will leave me if they know that I will cut and I will hurt my family if they know that I cut too! I am seriously going crazy and I just can't take this c**P anymore!