I don't see the pdoc for another week and a half, and even though he gave me permission to up my meds if I needed to before I saw him again, these are new meds to me and want to make sure that the meds are not making the lack of motivation worse. And there are some other side affects that I don't want to make worse, so need to talk to him.

I didn't really talk with my T about my lack of motivation, though did mention it. There were some bigger issues pressing. I did get one important thing done today. I had to write a writing sample for a job I interviewed for. I got it done and sent in. But it was the only thing I accomplished today. And a friend I hadn't talked to in a long time called, so that was good. But that was my day. I had hoped to do more. But that wasn't possible.

Thank you all for your support and for checking up on me. I know I haven't been around a lot lately as I have been in some of the other forums b/c those issues have been flaring. But it is nice to know that I am remembered and will try to be more supportive of people here too.