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So my last thread was in January and I had such high hopes for my situation....re-cap my husband drinks. (ALOT) He would never touch me sexually when he was sober. I bared my soul and he said he was going to work on it. I supported him through his attempt (which didn't last long) So instead of talking I let it go. And then I began to get a little more miserable everyday.
On The 2nd at 5 am I got a phone call from the police telling me I needed to get home immediately. Apparently my husband came home so drunk that he fell and was screaming for help. The neighbor heard him and called 911. When they arrived they had to kick in our front door and there was my husband lying in the living room soaked in his own urine, yelling for help. The paramedics were trying to get him on the gurney and he started yelling at them to get out and he wouldn't go with them.
I left work and got home and sat in a chair for 5 hours watching him snore on the living room floor...I got our door fixed and I left. Just packed a bag and left...he called me the next morning and couldn't understand why I left......I told him I wouldn't come home until he proved to me that I am more important than his drinking. Is that wrong? I want to go home but I am afraid that then he will just assume that if he messes up again it won't be a big deal because I will just cave in eventually. I really need some advice. How long should I give him? How long should he not drink before I know that he really has chosen me? I am so confused and I can't seem to turn off my brain...I can't sleep, I'm not really eating I can't live like this. Can anyone help me? ANy advice would be greatly appreciated....help!!
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