I am currently in a high school relationship and lately I have been feeling questionable about my relationship. The first day after I asked her out I was asking myself if I even wanted to be in a relationship. The day after I was fine however and really wanted to be. I just want to state that I have anxiety and OCD and I overthought every little detail in my relationship. I have cut down a bit on that though.

Now I feel like I just like this girl, but not "like like" but at the same time I can't tell my true feelings. Now what I mean by feeling selfish is that I am constantly thinking about what other girls are like and other relationships and I even say to myself that I can get a better looking girl. But at the same time I want a girl with a great personality and is actually liked by others. The girl in currently going out with is awesome, she's nice, she's smart, she absolutely likes me, I can talk to her, I am most comfortable around her, she has goals, she even goes through my anxiety attacks and obsessions with me. I say to myself "would most girls go through this with me and have a amazing personality like her?" That right there is something I don't want to lose but lately I feel like I am..

Maybe I'm losing the excitement because we have a same schedule every day pretty much. Every weekday is the same thing. I go out with her once a weekend because she can only go out once a week because she has 8 siblings. Sometimes I just feel like I don't care at all anymore and want to see other people but at the same time I don't.

How can I get this to work? Please help!