yutz... i am on meds. they are still working on the combinations to get it right. it's a long process. especially since it seems im so resistant to everything but the side effects.
i just asked my 6 yr old if she'd rather live with grandma and grandpa and not mommy. she said "yes, but i'll visit you sometimes"  guess that's my answer.
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"Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy,the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?..I don’t know the answer, I know only that I can’t. I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I’ve had it. I am so tired.I am twenty and I am already exhausted.”-Elizabeth Wurtzel
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