I don't know why but I just can't stop myself. I want all of this pain to go away! I cut once and it didn't help so I did it again. It's just getting worse. And I don't know what to do about it. I don't want to be around anymore. I don't want my family to see me like this. I just feel that if I wasn't around they wouldn't have to deal with all of my issues anymore! Why can't I get better for them? Why can't I stop doing this to myself?