((((Zoo)))) I can relate to that so much. Having to be busy all the time. But it isnt that I dont have enough to do. I have SO much to do and I just dont put it aside to relax even when I can put it aside.

Slowin- I LOVE to read. I have a book that I love that I am reading now (Yoga Body, Buddah Mind...or as my son says, Yogurt Body, Butter Mind) but I cant relax enough to focus on a book unless I am alone in a waiting room or its 1 am and everyone is asleep. And even then I think of a million things to do before I pass out. Its a good suggesiton, I wonder if I could sit and read and put everything aside. Maybe next saturday which is the only time I can slow it down at all.

Trying- Thanks for the hugs and support. I love hugs and it makes me feel so much better when people post to me even if they dont relate.