Don't know if this would be triggery so just in case it is...

Ya know I see the topics of what to do instead of cutting or self harming and I don't care about it....I just want to cut! I don't want anyone telling me what to do. OK, so I'm a bit stubborn about my cutting, as I do not see anything wrong with it at all. I know all the dangers of it...getting an infection, cutting too deep, how people will view me, having scars, etc. Really I do not care!

I love to cut. I love the way it makes me feel. I do not feel guilty or ashamed about it afterwards anymore, either. I feel proud. I love the scars it leaves behind, too. I just don't want anything to interfere with my cutting.

I know this may be a shock to hear, but it's the truth.