((((sdcg76))))

Thank you for posting. I am sorry you are feeling so bad. I hear you and I care. I do know that feeling and many times moving is too much. I hope you will talk to your doc about quitting cold turkey your meds. That can cause thoughts and things to feel even worse. Please talk to him/her. As far as t goes, there are so many times I do not want to go anymore. But that is when you need to be there the most. When things seem like they just cannot get any worse, is when we need to push a little harder to get over that hump.

I know this is hard as I have been there so many times even recently. You are important and worth going and being heard. Telling how you really feel is hard. It is opening yourself to being totally vulnerable and not knowing what will happen. I do understand. And I am so sorry you are feeling this way. Please know that I care and I am hearing what you are saying. Been there so many times that reading your post it touched my heart.

Please know that you can write to me anytime. I will listen and write back. I will be your friend. I know those dark times, the feeling of no one being there, the thought that you are alone. I am sorry that your friend did that to you.

I hope you will keep posting and reaching. I am glad that you have three positives. Those are things that you can hang onto when the darkness comes. Being on the deans list is great. Something to really be proud of. Know that you are not alone. Please let us know how you are doing. Sending gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps