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i absolutely hate my family. every day my mom causes drama. my dad has walked out on us countless times because of her. everytime she blames it on me. I don't even blame my dad at this point, i see the way my mom is. She has abused me for 7 years and i can't say a single thing about it. she always told me if i told anyone she would put me in a horrible orphanage or something. she has beaten me, mentally and emotionally abused me. i am sick and tired of her bs. I try to talk to my dad and she plays us against each other. She always overplays every little thing i do to the point where he doesn't even ask me what happenend anymore. My mom is such a drama queen that she will not get out of bed for days if someone stands up to her. im absolutely sick and tired of this. i just want to plunge a knife into my arm until i can't even feel it anymore.
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?
he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,
can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.
i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
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