My doctor said that Im showing sign of being bipolar. Thatd make my life make wayyy more sense.

For some reason lately I feel so misunderstood, like I'll do something but people take it in a different way or the way I act is not normal when its just me, I feel like ripping someones head off, Im so stressed out and I feel like Im alone in all of this. I have crazy insomnia some nights then I sleep for 14 hours the next day. The smallest thing sets me off and I just wanna crawl in a hole and die.

My sister is being a btch saying "Loneliness is the human condition and nothing can fill that void" Well good for ****ing you, you can deal with that void. I CANT. I just need someone to help me Im going ****ing insane and no one is understanding what Im going through and how crazy Im feeling. One of these days Im gonna really hurt someone and its going to be an impulse and I'll end up getting in trouble for expressing my emotions in way I cant express them normally.