I'm never posted a trigger warning before, but I have to because stuff is coming up for me. Not new stuff, but old stuff that I told my other Ts. To do with sexual feelings in therapy. This is the worst shame for me, and I have to talk about it. I'm not gay or bisexual; it doesn't have to do with wanting sex with Ts. But, thinking about the child parts and what they want from therapy always has to do with sex, and that leads to shame.

I can't wait to know kt better. I already started telling her about the intensity. Maybe I just get intensity and sexuality mixed up, but they seem the same. Therapy becomes erotic, and I don't think I can go through that again.