Luckily I have set up an account for myself that is limited so that I don't get in trouble. No credit cards for me.

I feel calmer now that I have landed in Florida and am with my family. I am looking back and realize that I was slowly ramping up to the point where i spent the money and said, "Uh-oh.." It was a period of a couple of weeks. I noticed earlier this week that I was speed talking and speed thinking.

I hope to melt away my recent stress while I am on vacation and then come home refreshed.