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Mar 07, 2010, 08:29 PM
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Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: So Cal
Posts: 3,342
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Well it's no wonder why I never feel settled in life!!! 
I am not sure if I mentioned it yet here, but I am moving next weekend!! Since I got my new job, I've been commuting and I'm already tired of it, so I found a place that's only about seven miles from work. 
While I'm packing, my mind is racing with thoughts. Thougts of yesteryear, thoughts of my future...and then some. I'm just soooo tired of moving and not feeling settled and I was thinking about how many times I have moved since 1991, the year my parents got divorced. So I started doing the math and it turns out that over the last 19 years, I have moved 22 times...and next weekend will make 23. 
No wonder I'm so fricken tired.  I'm forcing myself to laugh about it right now because if I sit back and start to analyze it, I'll start poking it with sticks  and questioning myself about what makes a person move around as much as I have. What have I been running from or looking for? I think I know, but what if there's more to the truth than I really want to know? 
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