I am currently a college student. And a older sister. I have younger siblings who look up to me. I beleive my depression started at the age of 14. After many roller coaster events in my life I realized I had to seek medical help at the age of 19. I see a doctor and therapist and i am on medication but I relapse alot. The past two months I have no motivation to do anything!!!! i dont want to get out of bed or go to class. i dropped my social life and recently stay in my room all day. Most of the time i feel misunderstood and have trouble expressing myself. I have trust issues. I am told by my family and friends that I am a pessimist and very sensitive. I am mad at myself because I am my worst enemy. How can i fight this depression off!? Its taking over my life!!!!