Hi everyone! I haven't posted in quite some time.

I had a dream last night (that i really don't remember much of) where I was SOBBING and sobbing and sobbing. I know it wasn't like something bad happened in my dream and I was crying over that, but more of a release sort of thing. I vaguely remember waking up in the middle of the night breathing like you breathe when you sob. You know, gasping for air?

Funny enough, I went to bed with a heavy heart, and woke up feeling a little lighter, but it is always worst at night time. I don't EVER cry in real life. Last time I did was 2 years ago when my kitten died. I've teared up every once in awhile thinking about him, but that is it.

Wouldn't it be great if I could just cry it out in my dreams, and never have to do any of it while I'm awake?