I'm just feeling so negative tonight. I feel like every time I speak out seriously and compassionately trying to motivate and encourage I'm just banging my head into a wall. "Nobody" listens. "Nobody" cares. I have no self-worth and am self-loathing.

How do I get over this hump of caring too much? This is why I don't speak in real life. I don't cope well with rejection or what I perceive to be rejection. Logically I know that the person is not rejecting me, just my idea of what would benefit them, but it hurts so deeply.