I thought I was coming out of a mixed episode but it doesn't seen to be the case.

I have an assignment due this coming week, only been back 2 weeks at uni and already having the same stress I usually have at exam period. Not sure how I'm going to cope this semester.

And after nearly a week without any suicidal thoughts. They're back and I want to self harm. Sigh.

Really scared of having a freak out and failing everything >_>