Hahaha... that would definitely be true not long ago, but I know that's not the road I want to go down now anymore... it's not healthy and I can't make excuses anymore. He's been an excellent friend in a lot of ways and I'll always be loyal because of that. He has always been there when no one else was. He's not a bad guy, just not the guy who's capable of giving me what I want and deserve. I'm keeping him at arms length. That's a promise I tend to keep to myself.