Elana,

I know how you feel. Lots of hugs! Is there anywhere that you feel comfortable and safe around people? Where you could benefit from being around people, but not feel drained by them?

I'm sorry that you feel lonely and sad. Have you been to a doctor (not a T) about feeling sick? Maybe there is something that could be addressed health wise?

I wish I could help more - but all I can do is send you warm fuzzies and good thoughts. I hope it helps that someone is listening to you...