Sorry, don't really post on here much, but this caught my attention. I go through some of the same things myself and I just wanted to let you know that you're not alone. Don't let the VA get to you, they're all a-holes. I learned that it's much, much, much, much healthier to laugh at the VA's incompetence than it is to get angry at them - Getting angry only makes symptoms worse, and it's not worth the hassle of calming yourself down.