I see T at 3 (in about 3 hours).

I'm tempted to cancel...I FINALLY have everything kind of 'put away' somehow, and why I am going to subject myself to opening it back up is kind of beyond me. Plus, I sent the World's Most Open And Vulnerable E-Mail Ever to T last night, and I kind of can't imagine facing him after that.
I guess I'm just going to have to suck it up and go.