Even though were currently broken, I have no idea what's going to happen. I am missing her a little more every day. I'm not used to being just friends with her. But she is someone I can really relate to so much and talk to about anything and I was considering asking her if she would be my first, yes, I'm talking about sex. I feel like it would be a good thing seeing that I know my feelings toward her and I know her feelings toward me, even though were broken up. Although I'm not sure if it would be the best thing to ask because of my situation wanting to see other people but at the same time I feel like it would be special for us. I'm not sire what the right thong to do here would be. Although I'm really hoping I come together here and want to get back together with her.