Thank you so much, all of you ((tryingtobeme, englishteacher and 1flagwriter)) for your posts. I went out to the grocery store. There are people there (lol)... Actually I did chat with guy at checkout. T has been very helpful. Although I did just cut back to 1x per week because of money. I wish it weren't an issue. I have been to the doc, so hopefully they can figure out what is wrong with me (besides depression?) I just feel very tired and somewhat icky. I'm hoping it isn't mono for the 3rd time as it feels the same way. I know, you're not even supossed to get it 2x, somehow I managed that. In order in get anything done I try to limit myself to a small cup of strooong coffee in the afternoon. Not the best way to go, I know, but it allows me to function a bit. Thanks again for your responses. Makes me feel good to know y'all can relate.