topomax did that too me. I felt dead so I would cut myself just to see the blood come out to prove that I was alive. It was a totally "rational" decision. It made perfect sense to me. Which made it all the more scary. When that sort of things starts to make perfect sense it becomes down right dangerous. I called my PDoc and he got me off it right away. Then my emotions got crazy again and I felt safe again. Go figure. At least when I am feeling crazy I know I shouldn't listen to my rationalizations.
Take care,
Carrie

<font color=green>Not knowing when the dawn will come, I open every door.--Emily Dickenson