I sucked up my pride, after being in immense pain and being prescribed Naproxen (prescription muscle relaxant) because I HURT. A LOT.

So I talked to my doctor. Since I'm disabled (wheelchair user) the risk of developing a blood clot are pretty bad - which is a risk when taking estrogen. So I was prescribed a progesterone based pill - no estrogen. I hope it helps.

I just want to NOT want to rip out some body parts once a month.

(And apparently there's a good chance I'm almost PMDD since my doctor looked a bit shocked that I was far from being socially wellbehaved during that time of the month... I get rather... evil, I guess. Not violent, but the mindset scares ME!)