I'm so nervous that I could start smoking again. What I'm trying to do instead is to go for long walks with my dog a and drink a lot of herbal tea. Still that urge is there and I know once I start smoking again it will be a pack a day habit like it was before. For me it's feast or famine.
Jeez, I'm even thinking about smoking crack again! I't been 5 years since I smoked that junk so I'm out of that world thank god! Still that urge hits me every now and then.
What I'm nervous about is a jury summons I recieved in the mail. I really am afraid of going to this. I'm pretty sure, thought that my psychaitrist will write me a letter excusing me. Still I'm scared to death.