thank you for writing back. i can tell she is getting frustrated with me just how she says it. and how she lean forward when she says it. i try to talk about something else or avoid it and she lean forward and say you know your gonna have to talk about this right? she is nice about it though, not mean or anything like that. she says to start with something easy about the subject to but i don't know what is the easy part. i don't know where to start. i can't just say my mom didn't love me or didn't want me. it is even hard to type it. i just sat here for five minutes trying to. haha. i guess maybe i am afraid to find out why and thats why i don't want to talk about it. do you think there are maybe some things that you don't have to talk about in therapy? like you'll still be ok if you never talk about them?