Thank you all for your replies. Food for thought.

Fox,
I haven't talked about this specifically with my T yet. We are dealing with feelings surrounding my body in T right now, and this just kind of came up over the weekend.

I think this experience might be what turned me off to going to the doctor. I know when I was a little kid it was a necessary evil. But at some point it became challenging to do. And now I always put it off as far and as long as possible to be able to avoid it.