I honestly have no idea what to do. Every time I see her I almost cry and a lot of the times how I think it could f worked. I don't feel as if this is a girl I can get over. I'm all confused on what to do, I feel as if I should stick it out for a while and see how I feel but at the same time I leave myself curious about other girls. Then I feel like maybe I'm not ready for a relationship and the only relationship I want to be with is with this girl but like I said, I'm still curious about others.

I'm not the kind of guy that can just hook up with a girl. I'm a much more sensitive guy and am against hooking up. I feel like hooking up with someone would lead me into a relationship but at the same time if it was with another girl, I'd always have my mind on my ex. How am I supposed to explore then if I'm against hooking up without being in a relationship? My whole situation is screwed up.