so at least once a month normaly when im starting my period i start to feel unwanted and useless. <Br>
once i start to feel this way i normaly start crying or at least my eyes start to water just a little and my husband sees this and hes like omg not this again. <BR>
after that then hes distant and not wanting to talk cuz he doesnt want to fight. im glad he doesnt want to fight cuz i dont want to fight either but i still cant help but cry.
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i dont know why i start crying, most of the time its something so small its not even worth the tears. i just get upset so easy.
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i wish my husband wouldnt get so distant when i get up set. ive asked him to hold me or to try to make me feel better but he just thinks no matter what he does we will fight.
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so normaly after i start to get up set i cry and then i start to say stuff like im not wanted or im worthless. my husband does nothing to make me feel like this at all so it must be me. i normaly talk and cry for at least 2 hours on how im not good enough and how im messing up his life. its always me talking he says nothing. sometimes he will say no you dont.
<BR>these flights happen at least once a month and are always the same.
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i dont know what to do any ideas would help.