I am way to confused on what to do. I am breaking out crying every time I get emotional near her and even on the phone. She is always there for me even though I've still been thinking on the negative side of things and she is just always there for me. I love it so much and I do want to be with her but why can't I get the thought of other girls out of my head. I want to be with this one girl but I'm thinking way to much about others. I just don't feel right being just friends with my ex, even though it's still nice, I feel like it's more than that..