this week there was a new kid at my school. he has moved a few times so i was nice to him. i was one of the only people sticking out my hand and trying to be friendly. well now people like him and hes getting semi popular. (btw im the "class outcast", depression and stuff made me really awkward). but now he ims me and night and says we can't be friends publicly because he doesn't want it to hurt his reputation..... and i told him off and severed all ties and he's guilting me because we have a group project due in a month that i now want to do by myself. i don't want to work with him at all, but he's really guilting me hard. 
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?
he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,
can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.
i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
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