I agree, as royally jacked as the situation is none of us deserve this. That said, I do wish I could be the person who has friends to hang out with on weekends and do fun stuff without depression running me over. Of course I'm not, but I want to be that happy person with a life, so I'll continue to work to achieve it. I like to think that I'll be that girl with the "bad experiences that made me a better person" story.

The Depression Victim's Evolution of Feelings