I made a decision to try to be more healthy and that meant no more cutting. I wanted to work toward health. It was one year in May with a minor set-back in July or August of this year when I realized that human skin is very strong and it is not meant to be cut like this and I just could not cut even though I really kinda wanted to. I agree with Rap. If we are striving toward health then let's look for better coping skills. it's a journey. Now, can someone teach me to eat correctly?