actually hospitals freak me out...theyre a last resort
but Ill take the soothinghtoughts any day.
Theyve always scared me fo sme reason and wold onyldo that if I felt I was out of options and nothign was workign or easing up and getting worse...I kinda upped my normal dose of xanax since I dotn hav m paxil anymore to handle it.
Will try to lay downand see if I can not wake up in an horu or two back a step one and freaking out.
It jsutisnt right that it can invade our sleeptoo...is thee no "safeplace' anymore?wtf...its really frustrating