There's nothing worth fighting for. I signed my rights away 4-1/2 years ago. He knows how to manipulate everyone and everything so I will continue to have no rights as a parent and to maybe even lose what little rights I might have.

I made the mistake of not successfully killing myself back then, so I let him run all over me, and now I have to watch my daughter cry and shake because of this guy, so I have proof that I let her down and have no power to help her right now. No power at all. He has it all, and it's in legal writing because I was too much of a dumb *** to fix it before it was law.

Everything he's said about me is true. I really can't do anything right. I can't even save my daughter from the same abuse I went through. My word of what I witnessed isn't good enough. There have to be marks and broken bones first.