
Mar 09, 2010, 10:46 AM
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Member Since: Oct 2009
Location: getting use to my own skin again
Posts: 1,797
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We crying. Yesterday after we saw our son a woman that we used to go to healing sessions to approached us in public. Some of our friends were near us so we felt safe but we finely learned why we stopped seeing her. She was/is an energy healer. When we meet her we had just been here for about a year or two. We had been grid lock by TGC(menteial heath here) they had started to tell us if we continued to talk about what had happened to us that they would take our son and give him to our bio family. The ****** was we were talking about the abuse that they did to us and they still treaten to send him to them. That was when the internail deciosin to take what ever came our way set up the silent ones so that the others could heal. but we thought with her that we could heal at last. What we got was that during a healing ceramony when a child alter was out she molested us. WE still not sure how many times but it was during the ceramonies that she would hurt us.
It turns out that she was one of the town criers. SAying she known us . What she did was not only hurt our body and soul but also our very being so no one would accept us. We now know that the other women where fallowing her lead to hurt us. Even just pubicly so others no would like us. After a while when no matter what we said others would not believe in us we just totally ignor these people. When given a choice We would rather hear oh she must of switched then hear see , she still likes us. What people will do to feed the dark wolf within is so painful to those that feel like they have no way of defending them selves.
to those here that know and under stand this pain we pray for you as well.
May the light of truth gentle surrond you,
May the love of God/Goddess enfold you in her loving arms.
May the ones that chose to hurt others for self gain be touched by the Great Spirit.
If they still chose to turn their backs on him/ her may the dark wolf within engulf them so they hurt you no more.
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson
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