I'm a waste of earth. I shouldn't even be allowed to be a mom.
Even my lawyer just said I messed up and now he's going to try and talk to the GAL to straighten things out, when he normally doesn't get involved with them.
Why can't I do anything right?
The LAST thing I should have done was let my daughter ride along, even though she didn't feel good and didn't want to be alone or even at a friend's house. He said they HATE when that happens and that the GAL probably stopped listening to me the minute I walked in 5 minutes late with my daughter tagging along.
Why am I continuing to fight a losing battle? I can't do anything right. I told him I'm a f*** up and that now my daughter is going to end up just as f***ed up because of it. I really am a danger to my kids.
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If you're not living on the edge, you're taking up too much space! Rondeau
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