(((((((((((((((((Shirley)))))))))))))))))

You need to call your DR. He/She needs to give you something to calm yourself down. You are being way to hard on yourself. Your beating yourself up about something that is clearly not your fault.

Despite his repeated efforts to break you, you cant let him do this to you. Where there is a will, there is a way. Dont giveup...ever. Please dont say that you should have killed yourself along time ago. What goo would that have done for your daughter who needs you so desperately right now. You are here to help her, help her not be a victim like you were at the hands of your husband. Teach her that this is type of treatment by a man is not acceptable and is abuse and she is far to precious to ever be treated like that....just as you are. You do not deserve this, she does not deserve this, stop thinking that this is your fault, its not. You can not be responsible for how other people are acting and treating you.

You are a wonderful mother Shirley. I know you dont see that right now, but all you do, everything you have been put through, good or bad was for the benefit of your children. Please, be gentle on yourself. Look for another lawyer who can actually help you. Look for a womens rights lawyer. Dont let this man get away with what he is doing to your family.

I wont give up on you. We wont give up on you. You are worth it and if I have to tell you that every day then so be it, I will do that for you because you are WORTH IT. I wont give up on you

I wont give up on you

I wont give up on you

You are worth it

Your a good mother

Your a good person

You are gentle

You are kind

You are loving

You are you

You are beautiful today and always.



Love,



Jen